Collective names: Azzi, Ix/Ixiel/IxC999
Collective pronouns: they/he/it/ey/x
Collective labels: aroace, agender, genderfluid, xenogender, gay
Bodily: 30, white, autistic, disabled, addicts, American
We're a traumagenic, non-disordered system of 50+. We are dualhost and multifront, brainsourced-heavy, traumabased, kinkbased, aroacebased, interestbased, genderqueerplex, and addictplex.
Which means: While our system formed from trauma, we don't consider ourselves disordered, as we have very good shared memory and our system-related dissociation does not tend to cause us dysfunction. We have two hosts - Vyvian (the "original") and Venn (a fictive that Vyvian accidentally created). Additionally, we have many (5+) alters fronting at once.
We have a lot of alters who are brainsourced - that is, they're in-between being a non-introject and being an introject. (e.g. songtives, who are sourced from something that doesn't have an actual personality, so their personality is not fully sourced)
Things that tend to affect our system's functions include trauma (outside of it having been our system's origin), engagement with kink, our interests, and being aroace-spectrum. All of us are genderqueer and, while not all of us consider ourselves addicts, we are all affected by our system experiencing addiction.
Our interests include space, paleontology, mythology, music, pet sims, MOGAI, kink, animals, furry, plushes, and being as online as you tend to be when you're too disabled to leave the house very often (seizures and anxiety).
When we do leave the house, however, we like going to karaoke and concerts, usually for new wave or goth tribute bands. Videos of our karaoke are available on our YouTube!
We like languages and cultures and researching them, especially the ones we are descended from via our adoptive and biological families! We have some knowledge of German and use it online, but we want to learn other languages too. Here are notes about our use of foreign languages online, and here are the neopronouns we use in German.
Our main fandoms are Doctor Who, Ghost, and The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. We have self-ships from all of them, have written fanfiction for Hitchhiker's Guide, and draw fan art for Ghost (as well as planning some fanfiction for it as well).
Many of us are spiritual and practice one or more of the following: paganism (following the Kemetic, Hellenic, and/or Norse pantheons), Luciferianism/Satanism (where these are being used for umbrella terms for belief systems that center the enemy of the Christian god), astrolatry (the worship of the stars), and Void Worship (our system's personal spirituality that we have been discovering since 2015 and first formalized in 2022).
The links page will take you to where you can find us online! If you are messaging us on Discord, here are some things to know about our messaging habits! Additionally, here are some disclaimers about the site (please read if blinkies give you problems or are concerned about sensitive content).