Sehnsucht
About
Sehnsucht is a cambion - half human, half concubus - who was born in East Germany and raised by his succubus mother and his cambion older half-brother (who was also like a father to him). He didn't have the best experience with them and escaped them by joining a Spectrian abbey (where Spectrianism was the formal name of the type of Satanism practiced by the Church of Ghost).
He left Germany for the Church's Ministry's headquarters in Sweden, where he met Terzo. They developed a close relationship that involves romantic feelings on Sehnsucht's end (although he has trouble acknowledging or accepting it sometimes) and possibly Terzo's (he isn't sure, but he thinks it's closer to romantic than platonic).
He uses German very frequently but has other alters translate for him.
Roles
⸸ Addiction holder
⸸ Identity holder (German)
⸸ Kink alter
⸸ Protector
⸸ Sexual alter
⸸ Trauma holder
⸸ Identity holder (German)
⸸ Kink alter
⸸ Protector
⸸ Sexual alter
⸸ Trauma holder
Labels
⸸ Masculine
⸸ Veldian (gay man)
⸸ Veldian (gay man)
Interests/likes
⸸ Demons
⸸ German
⸸ Horror
⸸ Kink
⸸ German
⸸ Horror
⸸ Kink
Favorite media/music
⸸ Hellraiser
⸸ Ghost
⸸ Mouthwashing
⸸ Rammstein/industrial
⸸ Ghost
⸸ Mouthwashing
⸸ Rammstein/industrial
Playlists
Names
⸸ Emmerich
⸸ Sehnsucht
⸸ Sehnsucht
Neopronouns
⸸ ey/em/eir/eirs/emself
⸸ x/xs/xself
⸸ x/xs/xself
Kinks
⸸ All of our violent kinks
Relationships (in-system)
Entities
⸸ Lucifer
Notes
⸸ Speaks almost exclusively in German but provides translations.
⸸ If you're a close friend of ours and it calls you "Sie" (the formal "you") instead of "du" (the informal "you"), this doesn't speak for how the rest of the system feels about you. Sehnsucht calls everybody "Sie" except for Terzo, Dust, and some members of our partner system.
⸸ If you have a tendency to us the hug emoji when consoling people (or otherwise verbally express hugs), please refrain from doing so with Sehnsucht.
⸸ Part of Year Zero, an in-system group of alters sourced or heavily kin from Ghost.
⸸ If you're a close friend of ours and it calls you "Sie" (the formal "you") instead of "du" (the informal "you"), this doesn't speak for how the rest of the system feels about you. Sehnsucht calls everybody "Sie" except for Terzo, Dust, and some members of our partner system.
⸸ If you have a tendency to us the hug emoji when consoling people (or otherwise verbally express hugs), please refrain from doing so with Sehnsucht.
⸸ Part of Year Zero, an in-system group of alters sourced or heavily kin from Ghost.
Age regression notes
⸸ Due to being a trauma holder for childhood trauma, x is an age regressor whose regression is usually stress-based. When ey is regressed, ey doesn't tend to interact with external people very much, but eir boundaries are the same as usual.
⸸ Caregivers include Terzo and Dust.
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